I’m just out of a co-ed tantric intimacy circle and feel compelled to share some realizations. I offer this out of love and devotion to the divine masculine. This letter for you.
Christibel, Aloha! You may or maynot remember me? We were friends while living in Santa Barbara, about 10-12 years ago. I was dating a precious, loving & delightful soul/Woman named, Linda. My name is Eric and we were two lost & curious children of this often strange & beautiful universe. We often encountered one another at Dance Away & the drum circle. I moved to L.A. to attend R.N./Nursing school and now have recently returnedto S.B. with my girlfriend, who I met (after being with Linda) in S.B. However, since I moved back to S.B. my life has been transforming. No one will hire me because I'm considered, "overqualified" because they can't afford a "tenured nurse." And my girl who I assumed would be my everloving partner and bearer of our children someday, has now stated, "I need to find myself and need space." And now wants to separate. Wow!
Oddly enough I swear, I thought of you yesterday and wondered what became of you. And Lo and behold I picked up a flyer to the up & comming, "Bhakti Fest" and while exploring what it was all about, online. To my surprise, you were on their site as a "performer!" The site led me to your blog on lightbliss. After, reading all you have been experiencing in this wondrous life. I felt inclined to say, "Hi and Namaste!" For your personal accounts you have graciously shared online, made me cry and helped me feel not so alone on this journey called life. I was conceived in Kauai and have always had an inner connection to the Islands of Hawaii. So, Mahalo to you! Thank you for sharing your evolution. Your writings have encouraged and inspired me, to keep my chin up and breathe. Blessed Be. Eric
